Jennifer
                    
                    
                    
                    
                    
                    
                    
                        
                        
                        Hello,    I know EXACTLY how you feel!  I first had acne when I was 12.  I am 30 years old right now and my acne scars are healing.. I still have it but nowhere near the painful,embarrasing stuff I had before.  I tried antibiotics,which I had been on for a good 15 years.  I had to keep switching anti-biotics because I had started to form allergies to some of them and others I was told weren't safe over long periods of time.  I did 2 weeks with accutane and just couldn't take it.  I felt as if I couldn't breathe on the stuff... although I do know people that have used this and it had worked for them wonderfully!  I did a couple things.. and it works for me now... better than all the above.    I went to an herbologist.. I told him my problem and he said that it wasn't my skin that was the problem but maybe my liver.... so he perscribed a concoction of herbs to take (it was good for one dose only) and told me to quite eating all meats, which I have done(still eat fish though).  I took my first dose on Saturday and returned to work Monday.  A LOT of people said my skin looked SOOO much better and asked what had I done!  Needless to say.. I was very amazed.  I took only one more concoction from him but followed his advice of no meat and my skin has been looking really really good!  I also found a product for my skin that works.  I know you have probably tried everything just as I have.. but try that.. and the cleanser that i use now is From DHC.  They make olive oil based skin care products.. they are a bit expensive but I like it a lot!  whether or not you buy from DHC.. definitally try an herbologist and see if they might not be able to do something for you.  Good luck!  Jennifer